再见了

好想跟你说再见，但始终开不了口。。。

但是与其这样不清不出的，倒不如结束了吧。。。

这次真的要说再见了。。。

拜拜。。。谢谢你让我了解什么叫痛。。。

Pain

No matter how much i laugh, how much i act, i still couldn't stop thinking that how should i settle the problem.

OMG...this is the first time i suffer this kind of things happened. So many problem awaiting me to settle down. So many things that i want ppl to know. And so many things that i want to stop, but i couldn't...

Really tired of it. I cant even sleep well becoz of this. Really need some help...

Stop making me suffer in pain....

A challenge

This few day i rethink everything that happened in my life. Not only my friend, relative but also you. I know i'm very selfish for doing that. It's not becoz i dont love you, but i'm afraid. i dunno why i'm such a timid person but i really scared.

And this time, i think it's the right time for me and you to think properly does we really suits each other and are you that important to me.

It's time to let the time to prove everything and give the answer at the end. If we still can control what is gonna happened then i'll try my best to hold it...

A late answer for you

There is always something that you will regret if you didnt say it out. I want to tell but i couldnt. i want to take back my respond so i can give you an actual answer but it's too late. Maybe i should have just tell you straight that time, that moment, so that maybe both of us or only me could feel better.

Anyway, i just want to tell you that i'm sorry and i would like to accept it if you give me another chance to tell you.

Sad love story from facebook

I heard this story yesterday...

They are a college students couple

They married after their graduation,
They are very happy after the marriage.

Suddenly one of the friend of the girl's husband is rich,
They always go out together,
The girl's friends buy lots of expensive things,
While she buys those cheap things,
She felt bad about it.

Then she felt humiliated and said: "She had a considerate and rich husband."
Her husband asked:"how?"
She said, "You earn so little money, i cant even buy those expensive clothes"

Then he husband was silent, did not speak ...

The girl said, "Oh... I'm sorry"

After a period of time
Her husband said he took a job in Japan.
Leaving tomorrow.
So that he could earn more,
Maybe he wont comes back for a long time,
The girl crying
Want him to stay
But she want him to make more money

The next day. Her husband is gone
Few days later,
Her card got more than ten thousand dollars
Since then she has money
She goes out and buy a lot of clothes every day
And all her friends are envy of her,
But her heart is always empty `

Every time she returned,

She look at the double size bed
She felt that there was only her that are sleeping.

As the day pass, she felt more alone
She call her husband everyday,
She said she wanted him to get him back
But he did not come back

He continued to give her money
Then her card had over two million dollar,
She said it's enough
She want him to get back
But he didn't

A year had pass,
She called her,

A women answered a phone.

She cried for a long time
She cried and said to herself, "I do not want money, I just want you"

A few days later, she gave him a phone call.
This time he pick the phone ``

He said to her, "I give you money, you can remarried now, and we should divorced !!"

The girl say "No!!"

He said he had another women
The girl went mad
Go out and buy a lot of things every day to fill her loneliness

The women said to her, "you all should divorce!! Divorce letter will give you a few days later to sign"
And then hung up.

In less than a year
She has more than 3 million in her card
Every time she asked what he was doing ..
He said that he is studying human's body

This time, she could not take
She bought a ticket to Japan
Inquire about his place in the
Because he had never told her,

She finally found his place
She found the girl answered the phone and asked her "Where is he??"

Her head down, said, "You still came here ... Come with me"
Then she took her to a hospital

After a year of separation
Finally able to see him

She opened the ward door
The moment the door open.. she stared
A twenty-years-old boy
Looks likes an old man

She ran over and hugged him like crazy, and asked him, "Why"
He laughed, "silly girl, you're still here.. I'm fine.."

She cried, turned his head and asked the girl, "he and I divorced because of you? but why?"
Her head down, didnt even say half a word

She cried
She said she could not stand, and then ran out.
Girl holding him, asked him "how??"

He did not say ...

Finally, she found the girl and asked her, she told her, "the boy arrived in Japan ... because of the need to do a test .. they need to use their own body to do this experiment ...however, this virus will infected people will slowly ..so if he is willing to sign this contract, we will pay for him. "

He hesitated a moment .. and signed
He did

The girl felt heart broken and cried

The girl accompany him everyday
He is happy, and she got the feeling that she is a sinner

Her husband pass away,

She brought his ashes back to China .. back to the house they lived together

Now, only her alone, and her unfinished money, along with pictures of her husband.

Then the door rang, she opened the door, and received a parcel.
She opened the parcel,it was the shirt she gave him before he leave,

Suddenly, a card and a letter fell out from shirt

The letter was:
"My dear wife,

When you receive this letter,I'm dead. . I do not know to do that are right. Is not for the happiness you want. . But I know, you certainly can not blame me. . Wife, remember when we first got married you?? I promise to give you the life you want. . .Wife, three million card goes. . You spend enough. . You must be happy. I do not regret as you paid with his life. . Do not think of me.. Just remember to have a man love love you. . For you, what can do it girl. . You happy!! I gave the material you want, but can not give you love. . But I will continue to protect you in heaven. .

I love you<3

Your husband

Telling you

Feel like telling you that i want to be....

Feel like telling you dont insult me....

I even want to tell you that dont do that to me....

But i never want to tell you that how much i hate or love you.

i want to tell you

Are you testing me ??

Are you trying to make me feel bad ??

IF you are then i'll tell you that you are quite good at it....

HOWEVER....

i will never ever fall for that, remember that ....

becoz i will trust my heart more.....

Truth needs dare

It's hard to know someone mind when you actually want to know what they are thinking, when you want to know how are they going to solve the problem, they might just use the other way or just escape from it.

i dont want to face the problem too but i know there is something hang between, if you really want to know what is the view for the other side, you need to take it off.

However, everyone is scare of taking the obstacle, because they scared they wont be friends any more if they speak the truth out. But if there is really something happened in between us, i want to have the dare to take it off and hope that we could still be friends.

You will always be my most precious friends.....

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just as simple as that

i miss you more than i imagine,

i love you more than i know,

i just get too use to you staying by my side,

ask the same thing a million time,

i would still say...

"i'm will never be tired of you"

When someone you love ...

When someone you love tell you good morning, he make your day :)

When someone you love says that he love you, he make you fly...

When someone you love greet you in the morning and confess with you,

he suffocate you in happiness XD

Unfair

Why this world is unfair?

People cheat, hurt and lies to people doesn't get punish

and people that are left in pain is crying, moaning and also dying....

I

I hope that you will forgive that i really really need to forget you...

I want to be with you forever but i know that this won't last long....

I want you to love me.....

I want you to remember me....

Trying

It's been a long time again i haven "visit" my blog again. And know i'm writing again juat because I am having my examination. This time i'm in a diffrent exam situation.

Normally i just hope for getting a B grade is good enough for me. However, this time i'm hoping to be one of the top student in my form. I know that i'm not that smart but i want to try.

Trying to be a good friend. Trying to be a good student. Trying to control myself. And alot of thing that i need to try in life.

Actually i don't know that whether am i doing the right decision but i just one to try one more thing.....which is......

TRY MY BEST.......